abicupcakes

duvet day is on the cards.

blood, stone, ARGH. plus panto? what AM i letting myself in for? questionable taste strikes again.

dear glandular fever - you suck. stop making me look like thumb man. love abi x

literally cannot wait to get my mac back…i can’t believe i am STILL waiting. i hate using other computers, especially to blog. i don’t know, it just doesn’t feel right. whatever i share, i share with fleetwood (geddit?). 

but a slight update. so bored of work right now. was doing some kids parties yesterday at the leisure centre. was so so so shocked when at one party, the kids and the parents called this one chinese boy ‘token’. constant referrals. i know he’s chinese, and he probably has a ‘confusing’ name for you to get your white middle class tongue around, but calling him ‘token’ is downright degrading. people should know better, instead this open and thinly veiled racism is such a sad indictment of semi-rural communities where ethnic minorities are so far and few between. 

anyway, i promise a full update when fleetwood is back in my arms and has regained his rightful place warming my lap. 

laterzzzzzzzzz.

listening...

to konstantine, 

thinking of you, 

thinking of reblogging this,

wondering if i should be reading this,

wondering why i’m even bothering thinking about you,

knowing that i only want things on my terms,

convincing myself i’ve done something wrong,

or maybe you just don’t deserve me,

or perhaps you really just were busy.

fmylife:

Today, my girlfriend told me she didn’t want to get it on with me because she didn’t want to ruin my innocence. FML

i think i feel a little bit like this…

my mac has gone to the apple hospital for a little check-up. i feel so lost already. i don’t know what i’m going to do when i go to bed alone tonight- i.e.without my one true love mr mac.

i think...

i miss you already. uh oh. or is it that things aren’t on my terms whilst you’re away?