can’t do this anymore. hate the feeling of getting nowhere. so going to give up as you are obviously not interested. but then you appear to not have got your dick wet since that night we spooned. and you grabbed my boobs before backing away. i’m not going to force you. you said you hate women. i infer that you are immature and lack self respect. i wanted to be the one to ‘fix’ you without you realising.
when another from a past life got in touch it was weird. but i managed to kill it. i wish i could talk to you like i used to. for hours on end about nothing too much. but it was nice. i didn’t have to worry about what i was saying - i knew that you’d either pick it up or take it off in your own direction. anything to keep it continuing. i miss that. i miss you. maybe one day it will be the right time. right place.
because i feel lost at the moment.
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